We Laugh Till We Cry.

This post is waaaaaay overdue and it's shortened but I just had to put it up anyway. My blog, my rules.

So I got to hang out with one of my oldest besties, Sarah for like the whole day and I think it was just the best way to kick of the new year. We insult and we laugh and we laughed and laughed and insulted some more. All and any topics were thrown around, the past and the present was like a joke to us and it was free and nothing but happy.

So maybe I wanted to learn how to play the guitar at first but there's never enough time with us. We are close in the weirdest ways and that's one of reasons why it's fun.

Gotta have more of this in my life, as of now I have something similar but it's not the same. Can't wait to get home and meet with both of my besties them it'll officially be insane! =)

Oh and we camwhored a lot. Like A LOT! So we just merged it all together =D

Sarawak.

Last week of hols and I'm spending it in Sarawak. Being back here is so relaxing and the food..... God the food is marvellous. Sarawak laksa is the best, THE BEST LAKSA in the world! Gonna be having laksa for breakfast again tomorrow, can't wait! I really really need to work out after this, like for real, I've gotten too fat.....

Other than that I've been sleeping way too much as well. Like I sleep 5 hours in the day and I get 10 hours of sleep at night, s it up and that's more than half a day..... Perfect..... I'm officially a sloth.

Anyway, I'm gonna be missing my first day of class and I'm so disappointed because I'll be missing my favourite teachers class and god knows what important information I'll miss out in the tutorial? Gotta remember to mail him about me missing class. I'm so glad I passed my 3rd sem just hope my GPA was good.

Well it's 2.30am and I think I should sleep soon before I end up thinking about things I shouldn't. Goodnight maybe? =)

Fear to Care.

Everybody needs saving,
I will try,
If I care.

I will give my heart and soul,
But I will get bored,
And I may ignore all words.

When things get truly rough,
I worry though,
Truly I do.

But now I'm afraid,
What if it's lies again?
How do I know it's true?

So I pull away,
And care with doubt.
I don't mean to,
but history taught me otherwise.

Humans will lie,
Just to see me try,
Fixing unbroken souls,
When they laugh at mine.

To trust,
I no longer comprehend the action,
It shouldn't come with a price.

But we are in the end,
Human.

Running & Falling

Something I kept in my drafts but forgot to post up so here.

Running and falling,
It's an endless loop with you.
This heart of mine is covered in scars,
But you won't see,
No you won't see.

So I keep running,
Till I break free and disappear from you.
But I always look back,
Would you chase me?
And I'll stumble.
Would you look my way?
And I'll trip.
You never do.

So I keep running,
And when I feel like I've ran far enough,
When I stop to catch my breath,
I hear a whisper,
I turn and eagerly shout my reply,
Something, anything,
to hold onto that chance.

Silence.
Tears sting and I bite back my words,
I know I've fallen again,
The feeling all too surreal.
So I start running,
Away and further,
To a place where your voice can't reach me.