Anxiety

Because now every pause is but silence and doubt
And doubt with its fear and uncertainties
Pumping blood till the body is numb
Till we scream
Will you tire of me too?
And this is how I've learned that letting people in also leaves the door open for them to walk out
I'm paralysed
Will you walk away too?

Note to self

Note to self: stop falling in love with boys who have issues liking someone else, it's just tiring. Just stop. Fucking 3 strikes hello.