That Void.

It freaking sucks when you get all excited about something and you have a thought whereby you'll be like HAHAHAHAHAHA i have to tell my best.... friend.....this......and you realize... you don't have that person to do that anymore. Sigh.... i miss having someone whom i didn't have something to hide from or feel reluctant to say.

So many things can't be said.... 

And i begin to feel restricted.

I miss my best friend,

You who made me feel like me.
Where'd you go?
How're you?
How's everything?

Are you alright?

What's new?
Do you feel awkwarded?
Was i wrong to do this?
Do you resent me?

I'm sorry,
I miss you.
I'm sorry i miss you.
But the world spins madly on.