Revelation
I'd like to give and take everything equally,
Balance the scales,
Be fair.
And maybe,
Just maybe,
That's why I'm scared of loving people,
When people give more than I can,
I don't think it's fair to them,
That I take,
And take,
And give nothing in return.
In the end,
I peg myself as someone who shouldn't be allowed to love,
I hurt,
And fight,
And build walls,
So people are safe,
So I'm safe.
I think this is a blessing,
But I'm slowly drowning,
In my perceived mercy.
Why do I still choose to stay in the ocean,
When I neither know how to swim,
Nor do I want to drown.
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