Armo the Spider

He's a spider with one tough leg
He's ARMO ARMO
Who comes at night and touches your face
It's ARMO ARMO
But one dark night he found himself trapped
A giant brown lady broke his tough leeeeggggg
And he was ARMO THE GHOST

Old post and thoughts

Am I doomed to fall for those who'll never glance my way and I too inflict the same scorn upon my suitors?

One Day.

"One day, you'll find someone you'll move for"

What a beautiful and sad sentence. For one day is like an eternity, but in truth we only have a short span of time to find it.

Rift.

This is unsettling.

Something is amiss,

Like a minute detail lost in the moment,

Or the heightened sense that a boundary was crossed and broken.

The music is playing,

But neither of us are dancing.

It's as though a decision was made silently and secretly,

And there is now a wall.

We've returned to our own circles,

Separate, cold.

I don't like what this is,

But if it proves true I will watch us drift apart,

Without making a move,

Without a sound.

We'd be strangers,

How truly sad and tragic.

Kintsugi.

His heart. Oh his heart is so full of love it spills over and drowns everyone around him, yet he remains the only one who can't breathe. 

He is the bright glittering glass corroding away within the sand, the ones people bring home and keep for themselves. 

But all he sees is broken glass without its original purpose and wholeness, washed up and lost, never truly belonging in anyone's home. 

God he's beautiful just like kintsugi.

Shattered pottery sealed together with gold. He is the broken pieces, he is the gold. His flaws are what draws me to him, like moths to flame.

But flaws to a broken man remains cracks even after they've been put back together.  I can only watch the moth wings burn.

Awake.

It's odd to wake up outside of your own skin,

Each time you attempt to assimilate yourself, everything stands at an end, goosebumps.

You realise how hard it is to breathe,

Your mind a tumbling mess,

Empty.

I am breathing underwater,

So just let me drown.