Freedom Ends.

Freedom ends.
NOOOOOOO..........!!!!! Aw man.... i can't believe time flew by so fast when i was having fun. Ah well good things aren't meant to last. Yesterday I went for the July Intake Party that i technically wasn't going to go to but kinda did cause well it's be the last time presumably for me to go crazy and stay out late for a very long time, and well....the crowd kinda sucked balls HAHAHAHAHA pfft! Malaysian crowds...dey no nou how tou parteh! *chinese accent*

What happened to the fun people of my generation? Not to be like super cocky and say we were awesome and all but compared to these newbies...WE KINDA ARE!!! These raw meats are quiet and all having their heads shoved up their techy asses. *If you're wondering, no i am not angry when i say all of this, just superbly puzzled and bizzared.* They're not fun or crazy or easy to get with, i'm not saying they're horrible people or anything they're just not fun. And personally that's just SAD! But ah well...life goes on right?

Anyway...we performed the songs Rocketeer - Far East Movement and Price Tag - Jessie J. Went pretty well i think... i think....hmm.... hahahahaha. Went to Club 9 after....one of the few weirdest things for me sigh... not my scene at all. Had great dinner well sorta, minus the panicking, thanks Dickson, again hahahahaha. Aaaaaaand the life of a prisoner starts in about...30 hours from now sigh.....

On a totally unrelated note I got stuck watching Teen Wolf...yeah.....call me a hypocrite cause when the trailers were flashing i was like "SHIT! ANOTHER ONE OF THESE CORNY THINGS?" then.....boredom got the better of me and i now find my self helplessly drooling over the main character TYLER POSEY!!!!! GYAH~~~~~ (pics below) Tell me that's not hot. Either that or i'm sucker for guys with nice smiles shit!!!! Anyway i'm out for now =)

Insane Days + A Lil On The Inside.

So the past 2 weeks have ranged from AWESOME to AWESOME to AWESOME to AWESOME to AWESOME~~~*magical music in the background*

Firstly....
Parents have been gone for what? 16 days now? I mean i'm not psyched that they aren't here, i'm just uberly happy for the freedom i get. Like my freedom meter went totally KABOOM!!!!! from -78% skyrocketing to 98% FUCK YEAH!!!! and yes i realize i just swore, my apologies but HECK YEAH!!!!! I'm freaking overjoyed here. Freedom never tasted so gooooood!!!!! I mean yeah now i have my limits due to transportation and going out with friends is still a tad bit weird but staying back till after 7 is really the dream! Yes i live a sad sad life don't judge me. This topped my list of all great things i mean without the freedom the fun could have never happened! I REJOICE!!!!

Secondly...
Been really really involved in LIVE. (thanks to FREEDOM!!!) Stay backs on mainly Thursdays but you know with the Talent Show coming up and all the practices have been more frequent so technically it's Mondays, Wednesdays, Thursdays & Fridays <-- CAN YOU FREAKING BELIEVE THIS?!?!?!?! Yes, I am very hyper ok.... I don't think i can post up the songs we're doing cause well...you know.... well i don't know i think i'm not allowed and whats not secret hush hush deals. Practices are really funny and insane, we have our "serious" practice our songs and choreo moments which tend to get more and more intense when closing Talent Show rehearsals and we have our sing in a group like a bunch of hobos moments hahahhaha. But most of the time...we're insane like mad (insert profanity)s. Or maybe it's just me? *shrugs* I don't give a beeswax! I now have
1. The original LIVE gang : Dickson, Susu, Peter, Joy, Amanda & YinYing (38).
2. The superbly & insanely gutter minded gang : Sheryl & Jojo
3. The Ramly idiots : Ray, Wei Khong.
4. The rest of them people. yeah....
If that wasn't crazy enough, the car rides home are insanely epic! Well LIVE members live all over the place and in ridiculously far & jam packed areas like USJ, Damansara, KEPONG!!! Huiyo.... it takes me 2 or 3 hours just to get home, i mean seriously? If it weren't for the interesting conversations, awesome taste in music and endless supply of stand up comedies i think i'd probably increase my insane-o-meter. So thank you Dickson =D

Thirdly...
World Issues conference is getting closer (November 12th), been opening up the booth at the ECA ground floor selling conference tickets and WI t-shirts and cupcakes.....CUPCAKES!!!! THEY SHO AWESOME!!!!! seriously they were. Help do the icing for the big cupcakes which was fun!!! ended up melting a plastic spoon though hahahahah to be expected right? Planning to get some lollipops to sell at the booth...but depends on how things go, i mean the movie screenings were a flop sigh.... but ah well at least i have an 86% average!! But i only have one subject...so...yeah...hmmm..... WELL i can brag about getting 81% for a presentation i finished in 4 hours and about 2 hours before the actual presentation. Yeah i work well for procrastinated work =D

Insider...
Things seem almost to be as if nothing has changed, i mean there are still weird moments but yeah shrug it off is all i do. I find it really easy to just hang out now but sometimes we have nothing to converse about, but i'm cool with that. I don't think it works likewise though...there are so many things happening and so many things i'm hearing and they sometimes turn pretty solid and that's scary for me cause i never saw it that way. I still don't but my guard is partially up. If it's a wall it has a horrible foundation cause well....there's trust....I don't think i should but i do, i really do. Sigh....if only i knew what the minds of others are filled with, even just for a week, i'd like to know. I hope everything turns out well, maybe my thoughts are skewed by my own wishes or maybe i just worry too damn much but i hope everything plays out fine. Thats all i want, thats possible for now.

Good Night. =)

Chutes & Ladders.

Why does everything seem like it's going back to square one?
Maybe life's just a game of chutes and ladders.
Just well....they're more chutes than ladders in this "game".
Maybe the key to winning's not rolling for ladders.
Maybe all it takes is to start on a whole new game.
But isn't that the same as quitting?
But life's not about winning now is it?
I'll continue to roll the dice.
I just hope i'm not playing a one player game.
I can always finish the game alone,
But what fun is there when you're the only one falling through the chutes?
Play this game we call life with me.
I'll wait for you to finish the game no matter how many times you get chutes.
When you're not alone,
It makes rolling the dice and putting everything to chance just a lil more worthwhile don't you think?
So sit down and roll the dice with me,
I'll try to help you through.
But only if you let me.
Then it'll be you, me and a board of chutes & ladders.

Stars & Existence.

Just one of those nights where it's just me, Coldplay, and my memories.
I feel like climbing out onto the roof and just lie down.
Just count the stars and pull one memory for every one star i count.
Then i'll realize that my memories will run out before i finish counting the stars.
And there'd be nothing left.
Just an empty mind and shell looking up at an endless stretch of beautiful tombstones.
Nothing lasts.

Stars kinda remind me of memories.
A shine is all it leaves behind once it dies.
A magnificent explosion of colors. Breathtaking.
And that travels far and wide and stays printed on our skies.
But eventually, that will fade.
Who'll remember the star that disappeared?
No one.
And what of the planets that have not died?
Who cares about them?
What does it mean to exist when one day it will be as if we have not.
Such insignificant things we are.

Yet we go on trying to carve ourselves into existence.
Yes. Hope.
Perhaps that is all the proof we have that we exist.
Not to anyone else, but to ourselves.
We hope to exist and to matter.
And we do.

Undesired Mystery.

Why is everything like this now?
All shrouded in undesired mystery.
It was never like this,
Guess there's an age for everything?
Somewhere deep down i felt that disappointed twist in my heart,
"No way" is all that comes to mind,
But it is not impossible after all.
I wish things were written in black & white and on everyone's face,
At least then i can be like "IN YOUR FACE YOU PHONY!!".
So so many things pile up in the "I don't know" corner of my mind,
Won't it ever disappear?
Sigh...

P.s - This is not a heartbreak post =D

I Wanna Be Superman. =)

What's a knight in shining armor to you? Is it suppose to be someone in some fancy suit with a weapon in hand ready to fight away all your fears? Would that person be your guardian angel when everything around you crumbles? Or would that person be a secret hero always acting behind the scenes to make you happy?

We all somewhat want our own "savior/hero". I know i do, it's pretty immature thinking but heck it'd be nice wouldn't it? The feeling of being protected and cared for... And although i keep a look out for my own Man of Steel, deep down...

I want to be someone's superman too. =)
Is that too strange?

Lies & False Accusations.

Lies and false accusations.
Neither can be proved.
Both hold a dose of reality.
Both provide warnings for one another.
False accusations make the lies seem so real,
As does lies make false accusations seem real.
A messed up balance this is,
On a thin thread i pace on.
Both, howl like the wind,
Like wolves crazed with hunger,
Luring me with the mysteriously haunting cries.
Swaying but not flailing,
Both forces push me back and forth.
Lies make me believe in false accusations,
False accusations make me believe in lies.
This wavering balance keeps me on my toes.
What of the truth?
What truth?
There are only lies and false accusations.
Between it i tiptoe on...

Detached?

And it feels normal again, strange...
Even so, deep down i still believe it's temporary.
It's no doubt enjoyable,
But i can't afford to give it as much as i had before.
What am i doing i ask,
I don't really know what i'm doing i say,
Does it matter?
Yes and no.
I'm re-reading this and it feels like i'm talking about having sex with someone hahahahahaaha
But back to the topic,
Can i really just live the moment?
Or should i think further than what my eyes allow me to?
Be detached.
I used to do it so well,
And i must do it again.
For me. For me.

A Quote.

Movies like Friends With Benefits and No Strings Attached and Valentines Day are superbly cool but there is so much in there i can't take. What's a girl like me to do? Anyway watched FWB just now and this quote struck me

"Hey, everybody wants a short cut in life. My guide book is very simple.
You wanna lose weight? Stop eating, fatty!
You wanna make money? Work your ass off, lazy!
You wanna be happy? Find someone you like and never let him go. Or her if you're into that kinda of...creepy shit."

I wish right?
Here's FWB's trailer, it's not out in malaysia yet but malaysia sucks and i have the the dvd already so boo malaysia =D

Take It.

I've begun to ask myself why again,
Not that it matters, cause nothing can be changed.
Many questions arise,
But they are all childish ones.
To be honest,
Sometimes i really hate myself.
That ache that was suppose to go away lingers still,
I can't figure myself out.
I am a labyrinth,
With walls built from questions unasked.
Suffocation is a part of me now,
And with it i drown myself.
I am lost now,
Because at the end of the day nothing truly revolves around "I".
You wish she was me,
I wish i was her.
We all want what we can't have,
Breathe it in and bleed.

Lyrics For The Heart.

Spamming session with Helen and Steph with Taylor Swift song lyrics. Major matching wei the lyrics, gotta love her for that. So i'm stuck on Taylor Swift which is the hub of emo hahahahaha. How la??? D=
Here's one for tonight, just like this song i'd do all i can for you =)



I bet you lie awake at night
Trying to make up your sweet mind
Wondering if you`ll ever find
Just what you want
A home-town number one
Or a California loaded gun
But you know you only get one
Or that`s what you thought
But here`s what you`ve got

I could be your favorite blue jeans
With the holes in the knees
In the bottom of the top drawer
I could be your little beauty queen
Just a little outta reach
Or the girl living next door
I`ll be your angel giving up her wings
If that`s what you need
I`d give everything to be your anything

If you want hard to get
If you want...
All you have to do is let me know
If you want a bumpy ride
Or someone with a softer side
Either one`ll be alright
Just let me know
Cause this is where it goes

I could be your favorite blue jeans
With the holes in the knees
In the bottom of the top drawer
I could be your little beauty queen
Just a little outta reach
Or the girl living next door
I`ll be your angel giving up her wings
If that`s what you need
I`d give everything to be your anything

It`s not like I`m giving up who I am for you
but for someone like you it`s just so easy to do

I could be your favorite blue jeans
With the holes in the knees
In the bottom of the top drawer
I could be your little beauty queen
Just a little outta reach
Or the girl living next door
I`ll be your angel giving up her wings
If that`s what you need

If that`s what you need

I could be your favorite blue jeans
With the holes in the knees
In the bottom of the top drawer
I could be your little beauty queen
Just a little outta reach
Or the girl living next door
I`ll be your angel giving up her wings
If that`s what you need
I`d give everything to be your anything

Mutual Efforts.

Oooooooookaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy..............I might have to take back that previous post hahahahaha. Haiyo! The sequence of events are turning uberly retarded i tell you! Fine FINE, gosh i hate it when i somewhat go back on what i tell myself, but as long as the efforts are mutual then i really have no problem whatsoever i believe. I guess i was tired and fed up was all *shrugs*. The emotions can be sorta pushed aside cause well, the feelings weren't built on impulse for me, so i guess i can go back? WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT???? *at this point i'm talking about bad gut feelings and flame throwers to people so i'm pretty off track on this one* But yeah....when it doesn't seem like you're the only one trying, it becomes easier. The thoughts i pummel myself with reduces a cartload, but i really must remind myself, this all may only be temporary. Sigh....

I Still Won't Be The First.

Funny how things choose to unfold, i mean really could timing be any weirder?
Last last night was the first time in a long time that i sorta managed to put my foot down and decide that enough is enough, truly i was really tired of it all. And just as i think i'm all whoopdeedanzle about being able to handle it all, the freaking unexpected happens. Of all those nights i've waited, it just had to happen on the night after i finally decided to budge? REALLY GOD? REALLY? *tak syok face* All the more reason for me to think god finds amusement in what he's doing. I hope he's getting an awesome laugh over this.

But i missed it, i really do. I miss talking without restrictions, to be totally crazy yet sane, to be one version of me that's most comfortable. I don't know how it will go from here but it's a step back to being normal ain't it? That's somewhat what i wanted i guess? But still...a part of me will not allow to me to do the first moves, to be the one to speak out, to be the first to act. Can you blame me? That's how it's been since the start and i admit i'm rather tired of being the first to do something. So for my own sake, i'll stop myself from doing what i want to.

Blind.

I now have a blind spot,
Correction a selected blind spot.
I look but not everything goes in anymore,
The parts of my memory now, that are you, all either turn out blur or just don't exist entirely.
I used to cherish every trace of you,
But now i take only glimpses of you.
I'm starting to forget,
Bits and pieces,
Little by little.
I can't bring to mind that image any longer.
I haven't lost my memory,
No i have not.
But i understand what it feels like to have a void in your memory.
It feels like i've taken out an important character from a novel,
Somehow you know something should be there,
But at the same time it's easier if there was nothing there to start with.
It may not be right,
But for now and perhaps till it all dies down,
I will not take this blind spot down.
For it is my wall, my shield, my sanctuary.
So before this wall is concrete,
I shall remain as i am,
Blind.

Dreaming

After a long time in many many nights, i dreamed.

For a month now i've been sleeping at irregular times and when i do close my eyes, the next thing i know is my alarm clock is ringing. Beyond my sleep there was nothing, no dreams, no thoughts just momentary darkness. But last night, i had a dream, not an extraordinary nor incomprehensibly dream but a dream of a regular day. It was a dream of today with the past intertwining. The dream had everything that already made today but with a slight essence of the me from the past. In the dream nothing was as i would want it but i was fine with it, the dream was as light as a feather. There was no guilt, no fear, just me smiling without looking away. And it felt...great.

I opened my eyes today, thinking maybe i'd just do what i can do to make that dream real. I mean it didn't look too hard. But as i picked up the phone and tried to type up a message....my fingers froze, and everything that hadn't existed a moment ago came flooding into my mind. Slowly, i deleted every word from that message and set my phone back where it was, as if i had never picked it up to start with.

Ah.....so this is what it feels like to be awake?

A simple dream i had, a simple dream i'd like to make real, can i?

All The Things I Wish I Could Say

我实在实在是不明白我到底在想些什么。难道我就这么的幼稚吗？为何我就是无法把这件事放开呢？有时，我对这件事完全不痛不瘍，但不论如何我都还是。。。不知要怎么样把我的思想从你那儿移开。我其实是有点不服气，因为我怎么看，我都还是输了给她， 但是我也承认她真的是比我好很多啊。 我是接受了事实，因为我非常清楚，我。。。已经错过了我的机会。想想着，可能当时发生过的事都只不过是你的小游戏，一个谎言， 一个笑话。不管那么多了，是游戏还是你是认真的，往前的事，全部全部都是我独一无二的宝物。是不论如何什么也抢不走的珍贵的东西。我已经接受了你和她，我现在想知道的就只有，我。。。到底是你的什么。难道我们就连朋友也做不了吗？这么以来的一年，我们谈过的事，相处过的时间，交换过的秘密，这些全部就这么样泡汤白费了吗？那算什么啊？ 我好不甘心，难道我就是对你来说是一个一无是处的存在吗？我真的是一个超大的傻瓜。我。。。期望着太多不可能会发生的东西。但，我没资格对你生气，也更没资格对你出气。因为我知道。。。我在躲避你。我不知道要怎么面对你。当你在场的时候，我没办法把头抬起来，更何况要我看着你。当你看着我的时候，我自然而然的就会把我的眼神快速移开。看着你，我的心不禁会向我说，“别看，他已经不是你可以拥有的东西，他。。。已经是人家的了。” 这种想法让我非常内疚，让我有着非常大的罪恶感。我想保持我们的友情但，我却无法把你再次当作一个普通的男生来看待了，对不起。我那么的自私，我真的是对不起。我好想好想再次与你谈话，但我怕你把我以一个很麻烦的人物来看待，我怕你会认为我很碍事而讨厌我所以我什么都不敢做， 什么都不敢说。就这样，我想点点地从你的世界消失。但，也许没有那么的简单，因为到头来我还是没办法把这份心情放下。看来我必须继续带着一副面具。在你面前勉强出笑容，看着你对其他人温柔亲切。这样也就足够了吧？单恋有多痛苦总算我感觉到了。

既然如此，我还是全心的希望你能得到幸福。
因为，你是我的初恋。

Quotes & Me

What are you waiting for?
I don't know, a miracle i guess...

Yeah...i stole these lines from The Incredibles.
But it applies.

Watched "Valentines Day" again, I must say it is a good movie...even though it kinda makes my heart ache, either that or i like movies with many stories in it.....probably that =D so imma be stealing movie quotes and put em up here, so yeah...

-Funnies-

Kara Monahan: My closest relationship is with my Blackberry, Thank God it vibrates !

Male Anchor: There you have it, folks. Young love. Full of promise, full of hope, ignorant of reality.

Susan: I need happy, I need romantic, I need love, and I need it from you.
Kelvin Moore: You need Jesus...
Susan: Go, go right now!

Reed Bennett: What's the greatest love song of all time?
Alphonso: "Rock and Roll All Night," by Kiss.
Reed Bennett: That's a stripper song.

[acting as a phone sex operator]
Paula Thomas: Kneel before Inzinga!

- Favorite quote of the whole movie -

Alphonso: You don't step in to love, you fall in. Head over heels. Have you ever seen someone fall head over heels in love? It's ugly, bro. Toxic, septic.
Reed Bennett: How did you and your wife get it so right?
Alphonso: Easy, I married my best friend!

- 2nd best quote-

Estelle: When you love someone, you love all of them... you gotta love everything about them, not just the good things but the bad things too. The things that you find lovable and the things you don't.

And with that i'm out, i've said everything i wanted to tonight. =)

Post With No Flow.

I need to find more ways to occupy my mind. Like seriously. I mean i have work and all but i procrastinate plus it's only 1 subject NGAH!!! *I-don't-wanna-do-it face*. The internet makes fair company, but come on, how long can you spend staring at information on the computer without your eyeballs having that sizzling feeling from staring at something electronic for too long? I'm already blind enough so no!

The only salvation i have from my thoughts are BOOKS!! *magical sound in the background* but somehow i'm not too into it, not a book week i guess. Still have "Norwegian Wood" to read but somehow i keep reading comics, which my mom won't let me reload till the holidays. Sigh... i miss those high school days where my bag would be loaded with 20 comic books and every week there'd be new ones...

I must say i should really stop listening to The Script. Awesomely nice music but reminds me of too much. But what are the chances of me removing those songs from my phone? XD Somehow, i'm brought back to where i see things in everything i do and i'm not even dying yet! Urgh! Stupid thoughts! Go away already! There's no point in finding more, neither is there a point in believing. If it's all gonna come up and shoot you in the face like a shotgun then why bother? I'm probably gonna smack my head when i re-read this in the morning whoopdeedoodle~ Sue me i have my down moments. Good night world! I hope i dream of nothing! =D

Restriction of My Own.

Things don't seem to be the same anymore,
But how can it?
Well, to me it can't.
Or maybe for now.
I don't know how to make it normal.
It all feels really strange,
I've managed to set control over what i do,
Yet there are certain things that i can't help but do.
And no that awful wrench no longer exists,
But something else has taken that feeling's place.
I don't know how to explain it,
Is it guilt? Is it suppressed anger? Is it a side effect from denial?
What is this?
Perhaps it's restriction.
Not set by anyone, but by myself.
Restrictions onto things i feel i no longer have the place to carry out.
Restrictions onto showing what i normally would.
Restrictions onto being a version of me.
Without them, I can't keep a clear conscience.
Yet i puzzle why i feel guilt.

What is it am i trying to prevent?
Puzzled i am.

Happy yet drifting.

Had an awesome midnight chat, had not had 3 hour long hilarious chats with people in a long time. I missed it truly so thank you Dickson for bringing that back for me. It was much needed.
College was ok...moral students made really nice videos this sem. Laughed my butt off watching those mini movies. Had a mind blasting and freaking interesting talk later in the day, thank you again =). Stayed back for L.I.V.E which made it even more awesome cause it added on to the dose of crazy i need.

I'm starting to think "life" for some reason is doing a strangely good job at cheering me up lately. Why is that?

Driving home from college was such a pain! It was jammed and i reached my house 2o minutes later than i normally would, it wasn't all that bad, i've been in worse jams but STILL!!! and in that 1 hour drive home... my mind drifted, 3 major drift offs to be exact. All of which would have caused me to get into an accident, 1 from the side and 2 from ramming the back of other peoples car. Despite that, i couldn't get my mind to focus properly. It's not like this is the first time it's happened, just not so many times in one drive. Luckily i manage to slip in the "Why bother", "Forget it" or "Don't think about it" thought fast enough for me to snap out of the space out zone and step on the brakes HARD!!!! ah well

Raya (End) - Maybe i'll say it.

The thought turns more and more adamant

What is this i ask?
It's a strange thought this one.
I'm glad it's walked up to the doorstep of my mind.
But somehow it feels like betrayal.
A lie to myself.
But truly is it?
Maybe it's because of the absence.
But if it is then wouldn't that make me fickle?
Perhaps i am.
Or maybe i'm just tired?
Nah, I know myself more than that.
A better idea would be i'm more fickle than tired of this.
But both nonetheless.
Either way doing what i'm doing makes me a liar in a sense.
A selfish liar? Yes maybe i just am.
But if it's a liar i must be.
Then so be it.
Not everything stays the same.
That is what i'll say.
Not as an excuse but because it is true.
Those words creep closer and closer to my lips each day.
Just as the pain fades so will these feelings.
Maybe I'll say it.

Raya Part 1

General Day post :
So....had a mini raya gathering at my house today. Panicked the first half of the day but it all went down well thank god. Had awkwarded fun just chit chatting with Dickson, Susu & a late but punctual Amanda hahahaha (I don't get people over much hence the awkwardness) I admit i have to do things like these more often, why? well cause it's fun and it's a key to out the door!! So thanks you guys for coming to my house and not destroying anything =D and of course making my day fun =)

To the silent inside post :
Somehow i kinda knew what was to happen, I mean i can't say i saw it coming, i mean who can? But somewhere in the back of my head an instinct was at me already. I can't say it was something i didn't want cause well... i did want it in a certain sense. So i guess life has a funny way of running it's course and i have to keep reminding myself that cause well the way i see it, the situation went down much better that way no matter how much it gnaws at me temporarily. When given the chance to fully assess the situation, i see that, it was for the best after all. Funny funny funny. That's what this is, a thought twisted is all it takes to see things differently. I just hope i can hang onto that way of thinking all the time.

Somehow.Finally.

It's done. Finally.
Somehow...I can't find the air to breathe but
Somehow...Something in me is relieved.
Somehow...I needed this.
Somehow...I'm happy.
Somehow...I'm typing somehow so much it's losing it's meaning.
Somehow...i'll smile.
But all in all i'm glad it happened.
Cause it makes you happy.
Somehow...I am if you are. =)

What Would I Do Without Them?

So... last night i was in a pretty bad dump again, yeah....hasn't totally worn off BUT!!

Today, started off with a superbly funny superman joke that got me grinning the whole car ride out. You know who you are, Thank you =). Then went out with me besties who instead of comforting me end up laughing, insulting and brutalizing my situation which was much needed. (That's how we love each other kay?).

Helen & Sarah you people have no freaking idea how much you people helped me get through the day. From the dropping of the ketchup bottle and flying spoons (which for the record i still can't wrap my head around) to the evil thoughts of removing kids out of those kiddie rides and stupid hero masks. And although my thoughts were bugging me most of the time, i managed to keep them at bay for a good 5 hours or so with you guys. So thank you you " babi basties" hahahahahaha and hopefully the next time i see you people i can get used to hugging you guys hahahahahaha.

Loads of <3 from me to the both of you who make my days "worse" than they already are =)

Blasting my ears with some good old GC that speak my mind. X)