Angry Ranting Morning

You know what pisses me off the most?
When I've finally pulled my shit together and decide I want to do something's then some fucktard comes along and disrupts my plans.

Not to be pissy and all but fuck! Do you know how hard is it for me to set my mind to doing a task? Motherfucker I never do! Especially when it has something to do with studies and shit.

I'm gonna fucking fail my studies cause I keep procrastinating and when I actually want to do something, something always fucking comes up and ruins my motivation. Fuck it all!

I do not want to fucking do chores cause I have to study fucking statistics mother! But does anyone give a shit? NO!

P.s - Need an outlet for pent up stress and anger. GAAAH!!!!

P.p.s - I may be PMS-ing......

P.p.p.s - Imma fucking go watch Adventure Time after this shit! I need happy.

Study, Study, Study.

Things we wished we did earlier,
Deeds needed to be done,
Work that could have been completed,
Information we could have accumulated.

Am I the only one who wished I could turn back time just so that I would have studied when I had all the time in the world?
Cramping 14 weeks of 6 subjects is definitely insane shit right there. But I never do learn.
Stress..... Need a tub of ice cream to fall from the sky sometime soon. D=

Quicky.

Tests and shit. Must study and not Tumblr.....

I've Changed?

Marking points of change,

Really we can never really see how we change unless it's a huge difference,

Living with someone everyday,

You don't see how they've changed,

Try seeing them once a year,

You'll notice so much more.

Sometimes,

You don't notice you yourself have changed,

For better or for worse,

It takes some feedback to find out.

"I'm same old me but different"

I can't wrap my head around the idea,

But I guess if it's not for the worse,

I'll keep doing what I'm doing,

Even I have no idea what it is exactly I'm doing.

=)

Whirlwind.

When your world is a whirlwind,

And your life is a path of wreckage,

Remember who you are.

When you can't see where you're headed,

And want to self destruct,

Remember who you are.

When you're alone and broken,

And no one is there to pick you up,

Remember who you are.

We are the heart of the storm,

We are strength,

We are rage,

We are invincible,

We are fear,

We are love.

Never forget what makes us stand tall,

Family?

Friends?

Society?

The government?

School?

They do not.

Look in the mirror.

We do.

We create the storm,

And we will not be stopped.

Stupid Reminiscing.

Why do you do this to yourself Jane? It was all good but nooooo you just had to look for that video didn't cha? Stupid bit......

The past reminds us why we are what we are today and it tells us to learn from our mistakes. I don't think I'll ever learn. Because I always seek out that nostalgic feeling that started it all.

P.s - I'll rewind those few seconds as many times as I want, thank you very much!