Finals, Holiday, Work and Stuff.

Finished my finals, which hopefully I did not screw up. And the 2 weeks holiday BEGINS!!!! Not that it makes much of a difference anyway. Been helping my brother with summary and editing jobs which provides relatively good pay, bout 6 hours for RM 65? The time is just a guesstimation cause the pay depends on the pages, quality, etc. Good way of getting information really so I don't mind doing it, course plus point for the pay =D I wonder how much I can make in 2 weeks......hmmm...... we shall see.

P.s - So I'm guessing it's gonna be a week plus plus before anything........ Well, that's what happens when you're not number 1 right?

P.p.s - Will be posting about raya soon =D

Conditioning & Me.

2 things that make my heart skip a beat :
1. The Skype ring tune.
2. The Skype message tune.

A little bit on Conditioning -
Conditioning occurs when you pair a controlled stimulus (CS) with an uncontrolled stimulus (US), hence producing a conditioned response (CR). Get it?

CS + US = CR

The controlled stimulus (CS) was originally what we call a neutral stimulus (NS). Any neutral stimulus (NS) paired together with an uncontrolled stimulus (US) long enough will become a controlled stimulus (CS). Okay? Still with me?

NS + US = UR
NS eventually = CS

My theory is that the Skype sounds started off as an NS, paired together with someone I fancied (US), causing my heart to beat faster (CR). And over the long term I began to associate any Skype sounds with this person I fancied hence causing an increase in heartbeat (CR). I'll break it down for you.

Skype Sound (NS/CS) + Fancied Person (US) = Increase in Heartbeat (CR)

Now I've learned to relate those sounds to the person I fancy subconsciously and my heart skips a bit automatically even if it's not who I expect it to be. TADAA! Apparently I do study properly =D

P.s - Just like that, I hope you'll always call me up and tell me about things. Of course I'll ridicule and mock you most of the time but in the end I just really want you to smile.

P.p.s - Sometimes I wonder, you make me happy and smile no matter what. Do I do that for you sometimes?

That Picture.

You can spend hours staring at that one thing that it starts to burn holes in your heart. Oh good god, I sorta asked for it didn't I? Sigh..... I wonder what's for dinner tonight =b

P.s - I'm too hungry to think straight. XD

D=

Super massive headache..... Ugh...... I feel like my life is horribly disorientated.

Tumblr Feels.

Masked.

So...... I went for a make up class..... mmm...hmmmm....right..... so I know how to do make up now? No pics though can't seem to feel nice in make up, too much of a mask on top of a mask. Unnecessary. But heck it's just another skill.

P.s - There were rarely people from there, so..... is it possible?
P.p.s - Remember, you're not special.

Far Away, Beside You

12.30am here,

4.30am there,

4904.28 miles apart,

Faces 1 screen away.

We talk and laugh,

Weird and private.

You're not mine,

But this is sweet as well.

"Cause you know me,

I could not give up on you."

=)