You know what pisses me off the most?
When I've finally pulled my shit together and decide I want to do something's then some fucktard comes along and disrupts my plans.
Not to be pissy and all but fuck! Do you know how hard is it for me to set my mind to doing a task? Motherfucker I never do! Especially when it has something to do with studies and shit.
I'm gonna fucking fail my studies cause I keep procrastinating and when I actually want to do something, something always fucking comes up and ruins my motivation. Fuck it all!
I do not want to fucking do chores cause I have to study fucking statistics mother! But does anyone give a shit? NO!
P.s - Need an outlet for pent up stress and anger. GAAAH!!!!
P.p.s - I may be PMS-ing......
P.p.p.s - Imma fucking go watch Adventure Time after this shit! I need happy.
Things we wished we did earlier,
Deeds needed to be done,
Work that could have been completed,
Information we could have accumulated.
Am I the only one who wished I could turn back time just so that I would have studied when I had all the time in the world?
Cramping 14 weeks of 6 subjects is definitely insane shit right there. But I never do learn.
Stress..... Need a tub of ice cream to fall from the sky sometime soon. D=
Why do you do this to yourself Jane? It was all good but nooooo you just had to look for that video didn't cha? Stupid bit......
The past reminds us why we are what we are today and it tells us to learn from our mistakes. I don't think I'll ever learn. Because I always seek out that nostalgic feeling that started it all.
P.s - I'll rewind those few seconds as many times as I want, thank you very much!
I never thought I would tell you,
Never thought I had the guts,
Never thought you would ask,
Never thought you wouldn't judge me,
Never thought it would come to this.
I never knew it was so easy yet so hard,
Never knew it wouldn't be awkward,
Never knew I would admit to everything,
Never knew I would say so much.
Never knew I needed this.
Things we don't think of, things we don't know.
Sometimes, it's not so bad to find out.
P.s - I know I really shouldn't but I wonder if you wonder about what would have been.
That awkward moment when some guy working in a restaurant hits on you. Oh god...... really, really like no kidding.....WHY????
In short my day = Suicide talk + Sathya + mee with milkshake + VOMIT + getting hit on.
(Not bad?)
So basically mom's been in Indonesia for the past 1 week, leaving me with UNLIMITED WIFI USAGE AND FREEDOM!!!!!! *magical music* Well it doesn't really make that much difference if she's not here anyway cause my dad's around but like, life's less stressful without her popping out from somewhere reminding me I'm not good enough. Okay.... that sounded bad, but we all have that one parent that pushes us right? If you do, you'll know what I mean.
Anyhoo..... Got up at 7a.m for a talk on depression and suicide. It was okay, pretty informative and oh I think I'm depressed hahahahahaha! Which is..... just wonderful but yeah whatever. Not suicidal ......YET!!! Hahahahaha but seriously I'm all good. =D
Went to Sathya's after the talk cause well the Clay Workshop got cancelled.... wait I mean postponed, which was superbly disappointing. Went to some cafe after picking up her car and like had this "ying yong" mee which came out to be twice the portion I thought it to be and a pretty darn big bottle of milkshake like juice called "sunrise". It was all great......at first. I mean me and Sathya practically laughed our heads off about being mean and oh so many events that's happened over the past month. *cough hotdog cough miss-texting cough* Ah gosh.... I think I've found someone who really matches my brain in IMU.
So towards the end, I couldn't finish the mee but I shoved most of it down leaving like 3 scoops left on the plate and then attempted to finish the over sized drink which had loads of milk in it. That's where the trouble began......You know that sweaty, cold, stomach grinding feeling you get when you know you're gonna hurl? Yeah..... It hit me, BAD. I felt the cold creeping up my neck and I told myself, "okay, okay, just breathe, you're not gonna hurl, let the food go down".....we talked some more and I find that I can't laugh anymore, and I need to burp, but if I did..... I would have hurled for sure. So I held it in and told Sathya I was gonna hurl very soon so we ciao-ed the place. But while walking back...... I was waaaaay to woozy to keep it in and I just know, I'M GONNA BLOW! So I was like "Sathya..... where can I vomit?" The sidewalk didn't have a freaking drain, they had at all covered up with concrete so fuck my life I had to hurl on it...... And true enough it ALL came out but surprisingly it didn't feel bad, not one bit. Unlike the usual burn you get, it was just like "PHEW! thank god that's out!" and I could actually burst out laughing after! Got back to Sathya's place without hurling so apparently it was all out and I just over ate. Well on a side note, I wasn't feeling too good from this morning so cut me some slack will you?
After that I slept and yeah went home and went to Murni. Typical outside eating spot when my mom's not around. So right.... everything is fine and dandy. Had great convos with my dad ranging from politics to the media to statistics to my uni assignment. Then I go pay the bill at the counter and like..... okay so before I get to the story, there's this guy who works in Murni that kinda well..... has been hitting on me? I mean I find him sweet and all....but......NO. hahhahahahahahaha He always like tosses smiles at me, tries to tend to our table as frequent as he can and always and I swear ALWAYS gives me discounts for my food. So no, I'm not full of myself dammit! And this time..... he wasn't at the counter but...... his friends were like "oh, yours is free today. *+ smiley face*" and I'm just like "what? *you've gotta be kidding me face + oh please don't be what I think it's gonna be*" and they just smile and said "our manager said it's on the house....... by the way, can he have your number?".
Ladies and gentlemen, I'm gonna be frank with you and admit that I act like a prick when people do shit like this to me. Okay maybe not a full out prick cause I don't throw a bitch fit and go all NOOOOOO all over the place. I just...... keep repeating "you're kidding right?" with that stupid face of mine. I FEEL AWKWARD OKAY!!!! And that's the only way I know how to react..... So I kept that up and I was like "can I say no?" Cause like I'm not giving some dude my number just cause he paid for my food! Jeez! This went on for what seemed to be like forever and they were like "Never mind, the food is on the house, next time...." *oh god...... kill me now..... metaphorically of course* My dad just laughs..... and I'm well flattered but like.....like......nooo...... nooooo...... nooooo...... I hope I never have to go back to that place..... sigh...... Today was the best-worst day ever!
I do wonder, what is one person's value to another? The answers are endless and sometimes it may not be the one we're hoping for. But that doesn't call on us to severe all ties, we sometimes still choose to linger. Not because we're stubborn, but because it is comfortable.
P.s - Why do you seek me out? Is it simply because I am there or is it because you find comfort in my company?
P.p.s - When you said I was too nice, I wonder if you were referring to why I did what I did.
Awesome day today, dressed up like a chic for once, first 2 classes were cancelled and karaoke-ed like a mad person with my psycho friends. Man I never knew how stress relieving loud and incoherent singing was hahahahah!
Gonna start my late night Scrubs marathons. I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE UP TO SEASON 8 OF SCRUBS!!! Love that show.
I have this, all the animated Batman movies and 7gig plus of DC comics to fuel me for the next I dunno..... Till the end of this year? Fuck my studies!!!
Anyways, yeah that's it for now. I hope my throat doesn't die tomorrow oh oh and I'm suppose to guide children this Saturday! I am just jumping for joy! *thick sarcasm*
Well this was long overdue! I thought I posted this up, dang it! Raya this year was superbly insane, well maybe not superbly but insane? Sorta. It's 2.30 am-ish so I'll just cut the whole Raya story short.
1.) Good news is I'm an aunt now, yeah..... baby Aaron was born on Raya eve so that pretty much cut our "staff" availability by 2. Though my grandma had been here for almost 3 weeks and she helped cooked almost all the awesome dishes during the puasa and Raya periods. Gotta love ma grandma!
2.) "Slaved" away for the first 5 days of Raya (not including the days I helped with cookie making and rendang stirring and stuff). The day before Raya (18th of August), me and my second brother slaved away with chores and cooking and chores and chores and chores and more cooking and cleaning up stuff and stuff late as expected. Did I mention that my finals were on the 27th?
3.) Anyway 1st day of Raya I believe was relaxed cause we didn't have many people come to the house. So blah! 4.) 2nd day was a lil crazy but I wasn't there cause.....wait wait I tell story! That was the day my second brother's friends were scheduled to come over so yeah everything was all good and stuff, until my cousins came. And it like BOOOOM! Ok so there weren't that many people just like 5 ish brother's friends, 2 of my sis in-laws family, 1 of my older brother's best friends, my family of 8 (plus grandma and baby) and my 7 well built cousins? Thta's not too much for a medium sized terrace house right? Right? IT'S JUST LIKE 23 PEOPLE IN MY HOUSE!!!!!! So yeah, we ran out of chicken for curry (WHICH I NOW PROUDLY COOK!) so..... I drove my dad to get that and some other stuff, got back and ended up heading out with my cousins to 2 different shopping malls, watched Expandables 2, had "lunch", dinner, dessert AND learned how to play an addictive card game. Got home at 10 and went on with the card game till 12 before the ciao-ed. Super duper awesome day! All that with finals coming up on the 27th, just sayin, course I finished studying 1 subject already so thank god. 5.) 3rd day was as crazy cause it was booked for my mom's possie. Don't remember much other than the oh so wonderful fried chicken my dad makes. And the mess but that was still ok. Really, it was even with like yet again 20+ people flooding the house again.
P.s - I don't remember how many times we talked throughout Raya, was it 3 times? I can't be sure but you sure as hell know how to make me smile and laugh. =)
P.p.s - Have I said this before? Cause even if I have I'll say it again, all of my favorite stories are about you. =)
Feel like I haven't been in here in ages! I think it's only been a week plus? But still!! Anyway....so the new semester has started and oh I got 3.35 last sem which my mom did not kill me for, which is...... Epicly weird. Expected to die from scoring so low. This sem I have to juggle 6 subjects hopefully I don't screw up again! It's gonna be tough especially now that they've mixed all the semesters together, IMU is cheap that way hahahahaha but seriously.
On a lighter note, I've been going batman crazy! Downloaded almost all of the batman animated movies and now I'm beginning with the comics but I'm focussing more on Dick Grayson and so on. So yeah....
That's about it folks =D
P.s - Can't possibly compete with that. Ah well, never could to begin with.
Finished my finals, which hopefully I did not screw up. And the 2 weeks holiday BEGINS!!!! Not that it makes much of a difference anyway. Been helping my brother with summary and editing jobs which provides relatively good pay, bout 6 hours for RM 65? The time is just a guesstimation cause the pay depends on the pages, quality, etc. Good way of getting information really so I don't mind doing it, course plus point for the pay =D I wonder how much I can make in 2 weeks......hmmm...... we shall see.
P.s - So I'm guessing it's gonna be a week plus plus before anything........ Well, that's what happens when you're not number 1 right?
2 things that make my heart skip a beat :
1. The Skype ring tune.
2. The Skype message tune.
A little bit on Conditioning -
Conditioning occurs when you pair a controlled stimulus (CS) with an uncontrolled stimulus (US), hence producing a conditioned response (CR). Get it?
CS + US = CR
The controlled stimulus (CS) was originally what we call a neutral stimulus (NS). Any neutral stimulus (NS) paired together with an uncontrolled stimulus (US) long enough will become a controlled stimulus (CS). Okay? Still with me?
NS + US = UR
NS eventually = CS
My theory is that the Skype sounds started off as an NS, paired together with someone I fancied (US), causing my heart to beat faster (CR). And over the long term I began to associate any Skype sounds with this person I fancied hence causing an increase in heartbeat (CR). I'll break it down for you.
Skype Sound (NS/CS) + Fancied Person (US) = Increase in Heartbeat (CR)
Now I've learned to relate those sounds to the person I fancy subconsciously and my heart skips a bit automatically even if it's not who I expect it to be. TADAA! Apparently I do study properly =D
P.s - Just like that, I hope you'll always call me up and tell me about things. Of course I'll ridicule and mock you most of the time but in the end I just really want you to smile.
P.p.s - Sometimes I wonder, you make me happy and smile no matter what. Do I do that for you sometimes?
You can spend hours staring at that one thing that it starts to burn holes in your heart. Oh good god, I sorta asked for it didn't I? Sigh..... I wonder what's for dinner tonight =b
So...... I went for a make up class..... mmm...hmmmm....right..... so I know how to do make up now? No pics though can't seem to feel nice in make up, too much of a mask on top of a mask. Unnecessary. But heck it's just another skill.
P.s - There were rarely people from there, so..... is it possible?
P.p.s - Remember, you're not special.
Okay...... so I'm kinda a fan of "sterek" right now..... DAMMIT TUMBLR WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME? So many hot men..... *gurgles* I'm turning into total girl again..... =)
From left : Scott/Tyler Posey, Jackson/Colton Haynes, Derek/Tyler Hoechlin, Stiles/Dylan O'Brien
It was a dream,
Sweet and pulse racing,
I knew I was dreaming,
But nothing stopped,
The dream continued unweaving,
Like a beautiful lullaby,
And though dreams are but unrealistic desires,
They become memories,
So vivid,
Down to the very last touch,
And there lies my answer,
As the scenario plays out,
I'll refuse at first,
Try as I may,
But eventually I'll fall,
Seems like I always will.
"Please stay as long as you need, but if you will, please stay forever with me"
It's true, cutting short hair wasn't entirely an impulsive move. But somehow, I like the look of it so maybe I'm keeping if this way? Depends on how my long hair would turn out. So don't worry, I'm not that kind of person. =)
And now these words echo in my mind. I don't understand what? What do you mean? And why? I think I'm finding excuses to not find out what you mean. But I think I really should?
Song for the night : The Civil Wars - Poison & Wine
Why is it that I've been having more and more nightmares lately? Last night I had a dream whereby I was being chased by a small black snake in my own house. Felt like an eternity!
But the scariest one of all was the one where I dreamt I woke up and saw someone, unsure if it was a young girls or an old lady in front of me, trying to reach out and touch me. Shit Wei......
Creepy old lady from Insidious
Ok...... now I'm gonna be freaked out to just open my blog thanks to this pic.....
I hadn't known..... I should have asked, but everything has already happened and somehow, I feel relieved? No more like I don't feel the change. Guess that's good in its own way.
That awkward moment where your mom catches you playing dress up at 2am........... Oh god why?
Yes. I do like to try on clothes and piece together cosplay/anime like outfits on very very rare occasions OKAY! Geez....... Don't remember the last time I did something like this. And just when my mom thinks I'm all dude in and out, she catches me doing this....... *grunts*
Gonna force myself to sleep in embarrassment now......
Anime version of DC chicks. From left : Supergirl, Powergirl, Wondergirl, Zatanna, Batgirl.
I'm gonna regret not soon anything, I think. Problem is if I do something? What difference would it make?
Then suddenly I remember, what I think is special treatment is just what you do with everyone else. Hate it when the heart clouds the mind. Tik tok tik tok, time is running out.
P.s - I can't imagine someone saying this to me *scroll down*
Partially jumping for joy cause now I know for sure that I've PASSED! YES!!!! Then I realise I don't know my proper results and now I'm having that sick feeling in my stomach, oh god, what if my results are bad? My mother is going to kill me!
I know most people would be happy with a "pass" but no, not my mother. Well who can blame her for wanting her children to strive? But sometimes I'm so afraid that I can't reach her standards and gradually I stopped trying but that fear never ever disappears.
In all honesty I want to score high and be top student but I've become someone who's satisfied with just a mere pass..... Ah well, now to wait for the official results.
I'm becoming more and more honest? I guess? Hahahahahahaha! If I were really honest I'd tell you everything.
P.S - "You" I was enchanted to meet you. =)
I don't know if you know this but, I'll always stay up or wake up just for you. I'm a foolish person, I know. Its the only few times that I let myself be. *shrugs*
Double finally posted this draft XD Finally got to blog this out cause I is so lazy. =D So, a few nights back I had a weird weird WEIRD chat at 3am. Good god, the shit we talk about *smacks head repeatedly* =) Not gonna put up the details cause well.......... Uh........ It's just too weird hahahahahahaha
ANYWAY...... After like almost an hour of weird we decide to call it a night. Then you call me again, and now those words constantly echo in my head.
"You're different"
You've told me this before, but never this straightforward. I don't know if it's a compliment or are you just trying to mock me. That lingering question resurfaced once more, " If I am really so different, why didn't you choose me?" But I'm also well aware, being different doesn't make you special, it's still not enough.
Ah well..... Some questions will never be answered and it's best left that way. =) I'm fine with how we are now. I guess? =D
P.s - I will wait for 6 years! Hmph! Don't underestimate my control. =)
I don't understand why, even if I don't have that feeling I used to have, I'm still...... Easily wounded by the thought of "what if?"
What if I had done something back then?
What if I had been more daring?
What if I had more freedom?
What if I had made a move before she did?
What if it was me not her?
What if,
What if?
What ifs'.
Too many what ifs' still stay within my mind. But then it dawns on me, what about the "what then" part of the equation?
If I had gotten you, what then?
If we were together now, what then?
If you had chosen me over her, what then?
What then?
What changes?
And it's these thoughts that calms my storms. Because I can't think of how things would change, so why ponder on the "what ifs'" if you can't see a solution for "what then".
But still, seeing you happy makes me wish I was her and seeing her happy makes me wish I was her.
P.s - Gotta get over this! Being a bloody girl here!
You know, I think I should really make getting an overseas scholarship my goal, either that or anything overseas for that matter just as long as I don't need to stay at home and be miserable and angry all the time.
Being at home for a huge amount of time can be so damaging for ones mental health, I mean things are different for those who aren't living at home and come back and they miss everything and all. I'd probably be like that if I ever do get to leave home but till then I'm just hoping I can get out as soon as I can.
Not sure if this is the PMS or the exam stress talking here. But even without these things, I know I really don't like being at home. Call me spoilt, call me unappreciative, call me whatever you want but just remember, you don't know what it's like until you've been in the same situation.
P.s - You've always wondered why I hated the idea of getting married. And I do tell the truth when I say I hate the compromising factor of marriage but in full I actually just hate the thought that maybe one day I'll have to deal with someone who's exactly like you or even worse, I become you. What a pain in the ass I'd be then.
P.p.s - I can't believe the shit you can throw just because of some fucking clothes!
Yeah currently a Young Justice fan and I just saw the season 2 ep 4 preview. And all I can say is......YAY! CLONE ROY, YOU'RE ALIVE!!!! Of course he kinda looks like a mess.... Heck! He hot!
These few days have been pretty eventful. And yes I know I said hiatus, for the second time I think? I'm just gonna say screw it! Hahahahahah basically I've been studying over at Sathya and Yashis' with Zaidah, much much MUCH more productive than when I do it alone. So cheers to that! =D
On a side note :
I don't why, but could it be that because I'm busy with my life that....... I don't seem to be bothered at all by this? I used to get frustrated just waiting for the moments, but now I'm....... No longer looking forward to you? I mean I do think about you, but it doesn't bother me like it used to that we don't talk often.
Right now I can't tell if I'm too busy or I simply can't find much to converse with you or I'm simply over you.
Well no point wondering anyway right? What shall be, shall be.
So i know i said "hiatus" but ah....... fuck that shit! hahahaha This song was just too awesomely funny to pass up. Ultimately for cartoon and DC lovers. =D
Lyrics :
Good evening, all you gentlemen Mobsters, creeps and crooks
Men in tights come after you
And still you're off the hook
For those who scare and terrorize It's the dawn of a brand new day
YOU SCUM CAN SIMPLY CALL US
THE ONE AND ONLY BIRDS OF PREY
Green Lantern has his special ring Pretty strong that little thing
Blue Beetle's deeds are really swing But who will bring him out of his shell
Flash's rogues, they finish last Too bad sometimes he's just too fast
While all the boys can always save the day No one does it better than the Birds of Prey (The one and only Birds of Prey)
While all the boys can always save the day
No one does it better No one does it better than the Birds of Prey
Green Arrow has heroic traits That is when he's shooting straight (Hey!) I'm just saying
Aquaman's always courageous His little fish, less outrageous
Plasticman can expand Becomes putty in our hands
While all the boys can keep you punks at bay No one does it better than the Birds of Prey (The one and only Birds of Prey)
While all the boys can always save the day
No one does it better No one does it better than the Birds of Prey
Batman throws his Batarang What a weapon, what a bang
Check out that utility belt Sure can make a girl's heart melt
He's always right there for the save I'd like to see his secret cave
While Batman does things in his special way He'd do it better with the Birds of Prey (The one and only Birds of Prey)
While Batman always seems to save the day
No one does it better No one does it better than the Birds of Prey (Birds of Prey) Meow
Gotta put this baby on hold for 2 weeks. Finals are next week and I'm basically screwed. I'm still not studying! Hopefully I can get some productive info from Sathya and Yashi. I gotta admit, these Psychos are pretty darn awesome! Meanwhile I'm going back to watching Young Justice and soon I'll be making stories in my head. =)
Something I had in draft from a few days back. Just a reminder for rainy days. Now I can put the blog aside. =)
Those crazy nights that were filled with insanity and laughter seems to have come back to me. I don't understand how but I am overjoyed! I sleep a little better knowing that things are ok even if that's all I'll ever have.
It's been such a long time since I've last had such an interesting conversation. Or maybe I'm just really happy that we were able to talk like we used to again. I do hope it happens more often cause it really really makes me happy =) Thank you for letting me be me in front of you =)
WARNING : DO NOT WATCH IF YOU ARE AGAINST HOMOSEXUALS!
Stupid homophobes.
There, don't say I didn't warn you beforehand.
Watched a movie by the title of "Judas Kiss". Basically it's a movie with a relatively strange concept with a relatively different outlook. The story revolves around a hot but washed up homosexual movie director who is somehow put in a situation whereby he now holds the decision on whether his past self should continue with the mistakes he has made. Did that make any sense? Technically it's like those movies where the person from the future comes and tries to change the past and shit, just that this movie didn't have the time travelling stuff. A little bit more spoilers at the bottom =D
When PAST meets FUTURE
in the PRESENT.
The movie gave me the feeling that the main character Daniel Reyes was in a constant limbo, he kept trying to change a past that can't seem to be changed. The current him is trying to change the him from 15 years ago yet they both coexist in the same time frame. An even older version of him is shown to constantly appear in the movie, acting as a guide but it was kinda indicating that he may be unable to escape his fate. Despite the unique story line, I ended being more captivated by the emotional related script which I'm going to post below. =D
Young DR : So time dude, do we ever fall in love?
Old DR : I think you know enough about the future.
Young DR : Come on, gimme a hint.
Old DR : He's into bloody films.
Young DR : Bloody films and Bolex cameras. So what? We live happily
ever after?
Old DR : No.
Young DR : No?
Old DR : You won't be able to get rid of him, and you'll be spending the
next 15 years waiting for him to return your calls.
Watch the movie to understand what the hell I'm talking about. Moral of the story, never, NEVER! Let go of something precious that's already in your grasp.
Overall I'd give the movie a 8.5/10.
Why you ask?
1. Interesting concept of coexisting time frames.
2. The movie showed that homosexual individuals are the same as
any heterosexual ones just that their preference for mate is different.
3. Made me wonder if fate is something that is sealed or something that can be changed.
4. Reminds me to don't I mean NEVER let any chance slip by.
5...............
I would think of more but it's 1am and my brain is about to crash. Have a Biopsych quiz later in the afternoon and I still haven't read up on vitamin B3 for my presentation in about 7 hours time. As usual, sleep, wake up, do work. Hopefully if I can wake up. XD
One of these days I'm bound to tell the truth, so why not now? *stupid smile* Somehow I feel relieved by saying it out, well in a sense? Got my heart beating fast once again. Really miss that feeling when all you can do is smile like an idiot from the deepest parts of your heart.
You really do know when to ask me a question don't you? I wonder if you know that it's still you or are you simply asking because you know the answer already. Or it could be you're hoping it's someone new, I don't know. Or or you could just be curious hahahahahaha!
Now I have a new question, "Do you by any chance enjoy having me say I like you?" hahahahahaha! What am I thinking really? Guess its just nice to know? Maybe I'll ask? One day perhaps. =)
P.s - If it's on my status, it's pretty much related to you. Sorry for being crazy, but I can't help myself. =)
P.p.s - I don't regret for choosing "You" as the answer.
That creepily awkward moment where you're not sure if the person who left a message on your blogs' chat box is someone you know or just an advertising link. Creeeeepy shizzzzz......
I never got round to write about the better times back in the day. Looks like this is my emo hub hahahahahahaha! I wished I'd written it all down, least then it wouldn't seem so bitter and depressing. God I miss those times.
Moving on, I am insanely in love with Nightwing. I can literally spend hours just going through Tumblr and blogs on him. DC, you have another fan. Sadly I still have problems piecing together the whole timeline since there are a few events that changes the characters history here and there. But ah well, CONTINUE STALKING!!!!
Losing energy faster than I used to. I seriously need to take up exercising. Anyway, I'm feeling dead as hell even though it's only 1am. Pfft....... I sleep now. Goodnight. =)
Would help if I could but I can't find the words to allow you to turn my way. Guess I don't want you farther from me than you already are. But I know, the only thing left is to drift apart.
One of those awesome moments -
Mom to me : I don't know what you see in him.
Me & my brother simultaneously : Neither do I. *looks at each other, fistbumps*
=D
So I'm just gonna keep posting stuff that's been up with me the past few weeks. Basically I've been stuck on Japanese horror flicks which I so happen stumbled upon on Youtube. Mostly I watch Junji Ito works cause I've read almost all of his comics his most famous work should be the "Tomie" series. Basically it's about this pretty chick who has a trademark mole under her eye that'll never die. She goes around seducing men and destroying lives but always ends up getting killed and hacked up, hence the horror-gore genre. Definitely not your cup of tea if you dislike pointless movies. Technically the Japanese horror industry films things very differently and keeps you wondering even after you've watched the movie, that's my take at least.
Where I got the addiction from originally
Shit I ended up watching
The closest Tomie look-a-like to me
Other than the "Tomie" series that I have not finished, Another movie from Junji Ito I watched was called "Uzumaki" which means Spiral. Now this bloody story is a sick one, correction it's more towards disturbing. It's about a small town getting sucked into multiple strange occurrences involving spirals and and and...... it's just disturbing. But a lot of things from the comic was removed, so that was disappointing =( Also those who watch the movie won't get it at all, it's kind of a cliff hanger ending which epic-ly sucks. So read the comic if you really want to know what's happening. This movie gave me nightmares damn it!
Shit they left out.
Shit they got....partially right. *scroll down*
I still can't look at this for long without feeling scared. *watch the movie to know why*
