=)

Dancing inside. =)

Home Stress.

You know, I think I should really make getting an overseas scholarship my goal, either that or anything overseas for that matter just as long as I don't need to stay at home and be miserable and angry all the time.

Being at home for a huge amount of time can be so damaging for ones mental health, I mean things are different for those who aren't living at home and come back and they miss everything and all. I'd probably be like that if I ever do get to leave home but till then I'm just hoping I can get out as soon as I can.

Not sure if this is the PMS or the exam stress talking here. But even without these things, I know I really don't like being at home. Call me spoilt, call me unappreciative, call me whatever you want but just remember, you don't know what it's like until you've been in the same situation.

P.s - You've always wondered why I hated the idea of getting married. And I do tell the truth when I say I hate the compromising factor of marriage but in full I actually just hate the thought that maybe one day I'll have to deal with someone who's exactly like you or even worse, I become you. What a pain in the ass I'd be then.

P.p.s - I can't believe the shit you can throw just because of some fucking clothes!

Shortie.

Yeah currently a Young Justice fan and I just saw the season 2 ep 4 preview. And all I can say is......YAY! CLONE ROY, YOU'RE ALIVE!!!! Of course he kinda looks like a mess.... Heck! He hot!

Le Roy Harper

Busy and Within.

These few days have been pretty eventful. And yes I know I said hiatus, for the second time I think? I'm just gonna say screw it! Hahahahahah basically I've been studying over at Sathya and Yashis' with Zaidah, much much MUCH more productive than when I do it alone. So cheers to that! =D

On a side note :
I don't why, but could it be that because I'm busy with my life that....... I don't seem to be bothered at all by this? I used to get frustrated just waiting for the moments, but now I'm....... No longer looking forward to you? I mean I do think about you, but it doesn't bother me like it used to that we don't talk often.

Right now I can't tell if I'm too busy or I simply can't find much to converse with you or I'm simply over you.

Well no point wondering anyway right? What shall be, shall be.

"这个世界上没有偶然, 只有必然"

Blue skies through bars

Birds of Prey. =)

So i know i said "hiatus" but ah....... fuck that shit! hahahaha This song was just too awesomely funny to pass up. Ultimately for cartoon and DC lovers. =D

Lyrics :

Good evening, all you gentlemen
Mobsters, creeps and crooks

Men in tights come after you

And still you're off the hook


For those who scare and terrorize
It's the dawn of a brand new day

YOU SCUM CAN SIMPLY CALL US

THE ONE AND ONLY BIRDS OF PREY


Green Lantern has his special ring
Pretty strong that little thing


Blue Beetle's deeds are really swing
But who will bring him out of his shell


Flash's rogues, they finish last
Too bad sometimes he's just too fast


While all the boys can always save the day
No one does it better than the Birds of Prey (The one and only Birds of Prey)

While all the boys can always save the day

No one does it better
No one does it better than the Birds of Prey


Green Arrow has heroic traits
That is when he's shooting straight (Hey!)
I'm just saying


Aquaman's always courageous
His little fish, less outrageous


Plasticman can expand
Becomes putty in our hands


While all the boys can keep you punks at bay
No one does it better than the Birds of Prey (The one and only Birds of Prey)

While all the boys can always save the day

No one does it better
No one does it better than the Birds of Prey


Batman throws his Batarang
What a weapon, what a bang


Check out that utility belt
Sure can make a girl's heart melt


He's always right there for the save
I'd like to see his secret cave


While Batman does things in his special way
He'd do it better with the Birds of Prey (The one and only Birds of Prey)

While Batman always seems to save the day

No one does it better
No one does it better than the Birds of Prey (Birds of Prey)
Meow

Hiatus.

Gotta put this baby on hold for 2 weeks. Finals are next week and I'm basically screwed. I'm still not studying! Hopefully I can get some productive info from Sathya and Yashi. I gotta admit, these Psychos are pretty darn awesome! Meanwhile I'm going back to watching Young Justice and soon I'll be making stories in my head. =)

The bat family asking the bats to take care <3!

Let Me.

Something I had in draft from a few days back. Just a reminder for rainy days. Now I can put the blog aside. =)

Those crazy nights that were filled with insanity and laughter seems to have come back to me. I don't understand how but I am overjoyed! I sleep a little better knowing that things are ok even if that's all I'll ever have.

Let me know more about you,

Let me understand you,

Let me see things through your eyes,

Let me be close,

Let me stay close,

Just let me stay.

=)

Looking forward. =)

Happy. =)

It's been such a long time since I've last had such an interesting conversation. Or maybe I'm just really happy that we were able to talk like we used to again. I do hope it happens more often cause it really really makes me happy =) Thank you for letting me be me in front of you =)

Wanna jump into that blue sky =)

Judas Kiss.

WARNING : DO NOT WATCH IF YOU ARE AGAINST HOMOSEXUALS!

Stupid homophobes.

There, don't say I didn't warn you beforehand.

Watched a movie by the title of "Judas Kiss". Basically it's a movie with a relatively strange concept with a relatively different outlook. The story revolves around a hot but washed up homosexual movie director who is somehow put in a situation whereby he now holds the decision on whether his past self should continue with the mistakes he has made. Did that make any sense? Technically it's like those movies where the person from the future comes and tries to change the past and shit, just that this movie didn't have the time travelling stuff. A little bit more spoilers at the bottom =D

When PAST                          meets FUTURE 
in the PRESENT.

The movie gave me the feeling that the main character Daniel Reyes was in a constant limbo, he kept trying to change a past that can't seem to be changed. The current him is trying to change the him from 15 years ago yet they both coexist in the same time frame. An even older version of him is shown to constantly appear in the movie, acting as a guide but it was kinda indicating that he may be unable to escape his fate. Despite the unique story line, I ended being more captivated by the emotional related script which I'm going to post below. =D

Young DR : So time dude, do we ever fall in love?
Old DR     : I think you know enough about the future.
Young DR : Come on, gimme a hint.
Old DR     : He's into bloody films.
Young DR : Bloody films and Bolex cameras. So what? We live happily
                   ever after?
Old DR     : No.
Young DR : No?
Old DR     : You won't be able to get rid of him, and you'll be spending the
                   next 15 years waiting for him to return your calls.

Watch the movie to understand what the hell I'm talking about. Moral of the story, never, NEVER! Let go of something precious that's already in your grasp.

Overall I'd give the movie a 8.5/10.

Why you ask?
1. Interesting concept of coexisting time frames.
2. The movie showed that homosexual individuals are the same as
    any heterosexual ones just that their preference for mate is different.
3. Made me wonder if fate is something that is sealed or something that can be changed.
4. Reminds me to don't I mean NEVER let any chance slip by.
5...............

I would think of more but it's 1am and my brain is about to crash. Have a Biopsych quiz later in the afternoon and I still haven't read up on vitamin B3 for my presentation in about 7 hours time. As usual, sleep, wake up, do work. Hopefully if I can wake up. XD

My Answer Is Still "You". =)

One of these days I'm bound to tell the truth, so why not now? *stupid smile* Somehow I feel relieved by saying it out, well in a sense? Got my heart beating fast once again. Really miss that feeling when all you can do is smile like an idiot from the deepest parts of your heart.

You really do know when to ask me a question don't you? I wonder if you know that it's still you or are you simply asking because you know the answer already. Or it could be you're hoping it's someone new, I don't know. Or or you could just be curious hahahahahaha!

Now I have a new question, "Do you by any chance enjoy having me say I like you?" hahahahahaha! What am I thinking really? Guess its just nice to know? Maybe I'll ask? One day perhaps. =)

P.s - If it's on my status, it's pretty much related to you. Sorry for being crazy, but I can't help myself. =)

P.p.s - I don't regret for choosing "You" as the answer.

Somehow everything in the past looks brighter. =)

Not Sure If........

That creepily awkward moment where you're not sure if the person who left a message on your blogs' chat box is someone you know or just an advertising link. Creeeeepy shizzzzz......

DC ++

I never got round to write about the better times back in the day. Looks like this is my emo hub hahahahahahaha! I wished I'd written it all down, least then it wouldn't seem so bitter and depressing. God I miss those times.

Moving on, I am insanely in love with Nightwing. I can literally spend hours just going through Tumblr and blogs on him. DC, you have another fan. Sadly I still have problems piecing together the whole timeline since there are a few events that changes the characters history here and there. But ah well, CONTINUE STALKING!!!!

Le Dick Grayson/Nightwing

Le Chest Fetish~ =>

Le Y U SO CUTE?!?!

That Smile..... OH GOD ME GUSTA-ING!!!!!

Tired.

Losing energy faster than I used to. I seriously need to take up exercising. Anyway, I'm feeling dead as hell even though it's only 1am. Pfft....... I sleep now. Goodnight. =)

Addicted wei.....

Stuck.

Would help if I could but I can't find the words to allow you to turn my way. Guess I don't want you farther from me than you already are. But I know, the only thing left is to drift apart.

Still,

Speechless,

Awkward,

Feel that it's not my place,

Afraid of taking the risk,

Still.

Even if it's only to ask if you're ok.

Sigh...

I'm such a coward.

P.s - I am not depressed =D Just a lil nostalgic. 

Looking Up From A Reflection

Simply Makes Me Smile. =)

One of those awesome moments -
Mom to me : I don't know what you see in him.
Me & my brother simultaneously : Neither do I. *looks at each other, fistbumps*
=D

Gotta freaking love my family! hahahahahaha

P.s - I really don't know XD

Le Chocolate Parfait <3!

Difficult?

Why does my heart ache? Can one be hurt for no apparent reason? Must the freaking hormones! Hahahahahahaha! But seriously? What's with this feeling?

P.s - Is it suppose to be difficult? Or is it just me? Le sigh....... Found my depressed bucket after awhile.

P.p.s - This probably would last for 2 days and I'll be whoopdeedoodle again =D

Midnight Lights