Today has been tears and tears,
But I feel better,
Talking to you,
I'm glad you're moving on.
I'm just happy we're talking again.
Saturday, April 27, 2019
61- Just talk
60
Stop making excuses and just tell me you never want to talk to me again.
That'd be so much easier,
Than having me watch you drift away.
59
Part of me still thinks of you,
Where you are,
And what you're doing.
Can't say you do the same,
Because "stupidly busy"
With work, family errands, events,
Are just another way,
Of saying,
I don't have time to think of you.
And that's as good as saying,
"I don't care about you"
58
"What about him",
I wonder what my father thinks of you,
He somehow or rather always brings it back to you,
He knows how much you mean, meant,
mean to me,
He also knows why we can't be,
I wonder why he still asks me about you,
I still wonder.
57
I want you to stop.
Stop calling me Nora,
Stop liking my insta posts,
Stop pretending like you're part of my life,
Stop acting like you care,
Stop saying that you're busy when you're really just avoiding,
Stop,
Just stop.
Monday, April 1, 2019
55
"I miss you holding me. I need you."
One line from a story.
That's all it takes,
And I'm missing you.
You'll ask why don't we,
And I know,
I know I won't go to you again,
Cause I can't trust that you won't hurt me again,
Touching me,
But never wanting to keep me.
50
The pain is a little less this time around.
But I still think of you,
And still feel sad.
When I do,
It's quickly paired with,
"He wouldn't even flinch,
Not an inch."
49
"Are we never going to talk anymore? Do you hate my guts now? Are we still friends? I miss you"
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"Hey, how've you been?"
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