After all thats happened

Perhaps it's these films about romance,
Mainly La La Land.
Creating the sudden awareness of being in love,
I forgot,
The giddy feeling when a person looks your way,
Being overly conscious with how close one is to you,
Lots of silent hoping,
Being flirted with,
It's being chased without having to worry they can't follow,
I've forgotten,
Forgotten the feeling,
Forgot.