Fear.

I don't know anything anymore. All i know is i'm afraid and that fear is building up more and more with each suffocated breath i take. It stirs in my guts then climbs up and clenches my throat. My heart hurts but not as it usually does, now with a tremble from all that i don't know. What is it that i fear? Know me well enough and you should know what's truly scaring me. One hint, it explains why i do what i do. That's all i can give out. The answer is obvious but unsuspected.

Theories and theories, never ending.
Not knowing what is meant for what.
Endless possibilities it leaves and creates gaps open for me to falter.
The darkness of uncertainties swallow me mercilessly.
On and on i drift.
I feel lost.
I am lost.