First When.

Ever wondered when something truly started? Like sure you know that history books have the dates of when a person was born, when did this person kill a bunch of people, when was the idea executed and stuff but ever wonder when exactly did that one thought leading to a series of events manifest in the person's head? I just did.

So yeah as always i got onto Facebook and i'm just doing what i normally do (read through all the posts that's been up since i last checked it). So you know how Facebook now has a system whereby they will show you what you posted on your wall on this exact date last year? This was mine -

"I like waiting and all but some times i think i'm waiting for nuts. Life is just like a game of chess, you can't keep waiting for the opponent to make their advances, some times you have to make your own in order to get what you want." August 19th

And i begun to think, 1 year ago... that's a freaking long time, when did this all start? So being the ultimately bored and curious me...
I STALKED MYSELF~

*1 hour plus of scrolling downwards and clicking on the "older post" button later*

I finally got to the days before i ever made this post and as i was scrolling between the dates of July until August i found, it was pretty impossible to find the exact time of which an idea seeped into our minds and get lodged so deeply in our thoughts. And although i will never know when i had this idea i know that the idea got locked in my head pretty firmly between the dates of 3rd to 19th August. Why and how it happened, well i still don't know, maybe one day i'll make a chapter/continuation for this topic.

Ah memory lane memory lane.... sad how Facebook cant save all these memories of mine forever. Come to think of it...i didn't follow my own advice when it came to the right thing, i didn't act. And now looking at my words from last year i think i should have waited. Sigh... but what's done is done, what comes after...well i guess i'll wait.