Selfish Wanting.

I want to say it all, but i can't
No words.
I want to hide it all, but i can't
Too much.
I want to face it all, but i can't
It hurts.
I want to still be me, but i can't
It's not fair.
I want to let go, but i can't
Why? I ask.
I want to stop, but i can't
Or is it i won't? I don't know.
I want to not want, but i can't
I'm selfish.


One thing i can want
I want you to be happy.