Conflicted Confusion.

Song for the night :

Do i care?
Yes and no, i don't know.
Am i trying to hold onto things that can't be mine?
I don't know.
Why do i feel lost?
I don't know.
What do i want?
I don't know.
What do i know?
I don't know, not anymore i don't.
So for now, for what i don't know,
I'll drown myself in salty droplets.
For the first time,
I mind not being able to reach something i can't have.
Questions, questions.
Unsolved, Unanswered, Unasked.
So it shall be
As it is
I don't know.