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Heart feels heavy to leave, I'll miss christmas and new years eve. Though nothing would probably be done but the thought of being close enough would help me sleep better at night.... I hope. Stop it stop it, my heart and mind all always all over the place now, well mainly they're with you but well.... Oh god I'm insane hahahahaha well any guy reading this blog would know that I'm 135% curayzeh! I'm not proud of it but hey proves I'm still female right? Hahahahaha ah... Please let February come sooner. And let uni start faster so I can be with new people, and hopefully find someone new who'll like me back. I worry so that this feeling I have will never go. Gah! Go away stupid heart! You make me a horrible person!